yup,
this short conversation happened at today early morning,
between my mom and me,

mom: assalamualaikum, fatimah. have u breakfast?
me: nope. later,
mom: ok. mom want to tell u that mr irwannudin (my rusia language teacher) will not comming today. he will absent in this week. he's very bussy now, and u know he had a ill.
me: (surrender that i'm happy, n moan also).. umm.. okay. very poor irwannudin. but its okay, mom.
mom: (sigh) okay, but you must study for SPMB. have u study?
me:(laugh, moan) of course mom,
mom: BUT U NOW IN THE FRONT OF COMPUTER!!!

krik..krik...krik..krik..
why mom know that? is that someone tell her? but, i dont even know that someone who is?
hakhakhakhak...

but, of course i'm ready with my exam,
i'm not forget my responsibillty,
and i think,
mom know that.

i'm never look study hard, but mom know that my grade is good.
okay,
this me.
with strange habitual study,
hak hak hak..

(and my teacher also known)

hakhakahka..

*BERSEMANGADH!!

postingan ini,

khusus gw tulis untuk seorang teman, dan juga sahabat.
yang selama ini,
dia selalu bersama saya,
mengetahui perasaan saya,
yang orang lain tidak akan menyadarinya.

widia,
terima kasih buat segala yang telah kamu lakukan pada saya,
kamu selalu menjaga saya,
menegur saya disaat saya salah,
dan membuat saya selalu nyaman berada didekatmu.

widia,
aku sayang padamu.
terima kasih banyaak!!!
widia,
terima kasih.

This thank i presented for my mom,
Mini Resmini,
with pleasure and abandon of love.

this is a long long of journey,
since i am child,

thank you a lot for creating me with love,
thank you for not fainting upon hearing of my arrival
thank you for saying that my birth was the greatest day of your life
thank you for taking videos and picture so i can relive the memories years later
thank you for cradling me in your arms

thank you for pushing my carriage
thank you for never forgetting feed me
thank you for picking up my spoon or bowl twelve time per feeding
thank you for conversing with me in my native language, baby talk, until i became bilinguan and could speak adult

thank you for saying, " Mama.. Mama... Mama.." one zillion times until i finally caught on
thank you for changging my diapers as soon as you noticed i was soggy,
thank you for explaining the difference between 'number one' and 'number two'
thank you for holding press conference when i took my first step
thank you for tugging my finger from my nose

thank you for welcoming me back home,
thank you for never running away at home- no matter how tempted you are..

i love u so much mom..
no matter far i go, i'm never forget you,
i'll always love u mom,

i'll take care of you as long as my life
until up of the rain in our life,
The pouring rain stopped, and the summer sky changed

i love u mom...
forever...

gw cuma mo posting,

pengunjung teroke dan mengerti hati gw adalaaah..

"AKHAAM hukum dari UNHAS!!"


wakakkkaa!!!

hhahaa..

gw liat postingan gw kemarin,
terus gw berpikir kan waktu itu,
" ah.. kayaknya malem ini gak bisa tidur deh.."

tapi taunye..
gw langsung tidur begitu nyentuh bantal..

hahahaa!!
sayang banget, gw kira gw bakal broken heart kayak difilm2. tapi ternyata gak.,. jijik banget gw.

lalu, sekarang sudah gak ada lagi yang dipikirin,
jijik kan.

hohoho!!
mungkin suatu saat gw bakal mencintai seorang pria dalam waktu yang lama dengan perasaan yg tetap,
amin.

Bener ya,
ternyata menyukai seseorang itu tidak boleh dengan sepenuh hati,
nanti saat terjatuh sakit sendiri.

rasanya aneh,
awalnya begitu menyenangkan, rasanya, bersamanya sudah membuat kita benar2 bahagia.
tapi saat semua itu berakhir,
rasanya, lebih baik tidak pernah terjadi.

gw pernah broken heart, dan itu terjadi lama sekali..
saat itu, gw berpikir.
" aah.. perasaan sementara aj. lagi masi ada cowok lain."
tapi..
haha,,
aneh.
benar2 aneh.
karena rasanya tidak tergantikan,
dan benar2 istimewa.

makanya,
klo mencintai seseorang, jangan pernah sepenuh hati.

gw berpikir, setelah berbicara dari hati ke hati dengan dia,
semua akan baik2 saja.
tapi,
ternyata gw sendiri yang gak enak hati.
rasanya aneh,
mana mungkin bisa sedih untuk kedua kalinya.

aah, yang namanya cinta itu,
mestinya selingan aja.
gonta-ganti aja, jadi gak pernah sedih.
soalnya kalo mentok ke satu orang,
rasanya bener2 sedih.

lagi gw bete ama diri sendiri,
ko bisa suka ama cowok sampai sebegitunya,
biarpun mulai mencari2 cowok lain yang mirip sama dia,
rasanya aneh.

pernikahan pun begitu.
cuma orang pemimpi yang bisa bilang,
happily ever after.

ah!
bullshit!!
gak ada kalee.
yang ada,
5 tahun kemudian cintanya pupus.
dan bener2 terkikis sedikit demi sedikit.

terus,
peribahasa
" tak kenal maka tak sayang"
perlu diragukan donk?

klo emang gitu,
kenapa tuhan menciptakan hormon khusus,
yang membuat manusia tertarik pada lawan jenisnya.

ajaib,
seperti sebuah reaksi kimia.
dan bener manis,
tapi juga pahit.

perempuan itu makhluk yang aneh,
bener ya..
mereka suka menyembunyikan hal2 yang jelas sudah terlihat.
terlihat kikuk dan bodoh.
tapi juga menyedihkan.

haha..
gw juga lagi aneh sekarang.
entah mengapa,
klo gw inget cinta gw..
rasanya bener2 gak enak.
gak nyaman.
klo gitu,
mulai sekarang,
gw cinta ama orang,
selingan2 aja,
toh,
gw gak mau sedih.

hahaa...hhahahhaha..huehuehuehuehuee...

tadi pagi gw bangun,
terus nangis.

gak tau kenapa.
entah mengapa, akhir2 ini, rasanya ada sesuatu yang gw lupa,
tapi gw yakin gw ingat sesuatu.
tapi tidak ingat.

memori memang begini,
ada orang yang begitu mendapat memori menyimpannya dalam hati, baik yang indah maupun yg menyakitkan.

tapi ada juga orang yang melupakannya begitu saja.
tapi dia yakin,
didalam lubuk hatinya yang terdalam,
ingin ingat
dan yang terjadi adalah sedih,
bingung,
menangis karena senang atau sedih.

seperti orang gila.
aku ingin ingat,
tapi entah mengapa lupa.
hahahahaa!!

hati manusia memang sebuah lautan yang sangat dalam
sulit dijangkau bahkan oleh dirinya sendiri.

hati seorang ayah adalah sebuah teka-teki.
tidak bisa ditebak.
cintanya pun begitu.

gw gak percaya cinta sejati.
tapi gw cuma bisa bilang, cinta sejati itu bisa dibilang seperti hantu.
dibilang ada tidak terlihat, tapi dikatakan tidak ada pun pastinya ada.

rasanya ingin segera pergi dari sini sekarang juga,
menjelajahi diri gw didunia baru,
dengan gw yang lain.

" jadilah diri sendiri? "
klo kata gw, itu busuk.
bull shit.
tidak ada manusia yg menjadi dirinya sendiri,
kecuali dia mengingkari ada suatu kelemahan dari dirinya.


gw bukan cewek filsafat,
cuma gw bisa merangkai kata.

gw bukan cewek yang manis,
tapi gw cewek yang berusaha menyamankan orang lain

gw berpikir,
kalau seseorang berada dalam tingkat kesedihan yang amat dalam,
maka ingatan mereka akan terkikis sedikit demi sedikit,

menjadi orang yang ceria,
jauh lebih baik daripada si melankolis.

siapapun,
bila saat ini dalah keadaan tertekan atau sedih,
camkan kata-kata gw.

" memang, didunia ini tidak ada orang yang bener2 menyayangi atau mencintai kita seperti yang apa kita harapkan. oleh karena itu, tersenyumlah. Dan sayangi dirimu sendiri. kasihani dirimu bila kau berharap pada seseorang, karena setelah itu kau terjatuh dan merasa sakit. cintailah dirimu seperti yang kau inginkan, karena hanya kau yang bisa paling mencintainya. tidak perlu mencintai banyak orang, beberapa saja sudah cukup, karena tidak semua dari mereka yang perduli padamu. dan kau hanya akan berharap. oleh karena itu, cintai saja, dirimu sendiri. "


* hahahaa.. ko suasananya melakolis coy? santai aja kalee... gw mo boker dulu yoops
huahuhuaaaaa!!!!

hai...
walau setiap hari selalu nge-net
tapi tetap saja,
rasanya malas untuk mengisi blog

oke,
kegiatan sehari2 gw adalah,
belajar spmb,
membuka e-dukasi.net
chatting,
dan juga belajar bahasa rusia

semoga allah memberi keleluasaan buat gw disana,
dalam keberangkatan,
maupun setelah sampai.

gw menunggu novel dan beritanya yang tak kunjung tiba,
sedih sekali,
rasanya aneh.
inikah rasa berdebar??

ok.
for all
tetap bersemangat!!!

Hanazakarino Kimitachihe

Hanazakarino Kimitachihe 花樣少年少女
From left to right: Quan, Rui Xi, Xiu Yi.
Genre	Comedy, Romance, Romantic comedy, Drama
Created by	Gao Wu Song
Starring	Wu Chun, Ella Chen, Jiro Wang
Opening theme	Zen Me Ban (怎麼辦) by S.H.E
Ending theme	MY PERSONAL ANGEL (專屬天使) by Tank
Country of origin	Republic of China (Taiwan)
No. of episodes	15
Production
Running time	90 minute episodes
Broadcast
Original channel	CTS, GTV
Original run	2006-11-19 – 2007-03-04

Hanazakarino Kimitachihe (traditional Chinese: 花樣少年少女; simplified Chinese: 花样少年少女; pinyin: Huāyàng shàonián shàonǚ), also known as Hana-Kimi, is a Taiwanese drama produced by and first aired on CTS and GTV. The show was later re-broadcasted on Singapore's Channel U as well as Hong Kong's TVB network. It is being broadcasted in the Philippines through ABS-CBN which initially aired in March, 2008. Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nu is the second Taiwanese drama to be based on Hisaya Nakajo's manga, Hana-Kimi. The drama features Wu Chun and Jiro Wang of Fahrenheit, and Ella Chen of S.H.E. The soundtrack was released on December 1, 2006.

Although the original manga's title means "For You In Full Blossom," the drama's title means "The Tricks of Boys and Girls," referring to student life within the drama. The official English name is actually an incorrect romanization of the original manga's title. When VIZ media translated the manga from Japanese to English, "Kimitachi e" became "Kimitachihe." Evidently, the latter name was used. The show was filmed at National Chi Nan University in Puli, Nantou County. The Chinese title is also the name used in the Chinese translation of the Hana-Kimi manga by Tong Li Publishing.

Contents [hide] 1 Characters 1.1 Major Characters 1.2 Minor Characters 2 Reception 3 Trivia 4 Production Credits 5 References 6 External links

[edit] Characters

This drama has a full cast of characters, based on the Japanese manga. Major Characters appear in more than one story arc, and Minor Characters are those who serve a very limited purpose. Most characters in the series have names which are close approximations of the Chinese transliterations of the names found in the original manga.

[edit] Major Characters

• Lu Rui Xi (盧瑞希) (Ella Chen; based on Mizuki Ashiya) – Female protagonist who masquerades as a boy to attend Quan's school.
• Zuo Yi Quan (左以泉) (Wu Chun; based on Izumi Sano) – The male protagonist, who is a school athlete. He is usually quiet but defends those he cares about.
• Jin Xiu Yi(金秀伊) (Jiro Wang; based on Shuichi Nakatsu) – Ying Kai's soccer star. He begins to question his sexuality when Rui Xi arrives.
• Mei Tian(梅田) (Tang Zhi Ping; based on Hokuto Umeda) – He is gay and is the school health official. He serves as Rui Xi's counselor and guardian several times.

[edit] Minor Characters

• Liang Si Nan (梁思南) (Danson Tang; based on Minami Nanba) – Flirtatious leader of the No.2 dormitory. He is Mei Ying Hua's son, and Mei Tian's nephew.
• Jiang Ye Shen (江野伸) (Chen Wen Xiang; based on Noe Shinji) Student. He is frequently seen preening his hair.
• Guan Ri Hui (關日輝) (Xie Zheng Hao; based on Sekime Kyougo) Student. Frequently hangs around Jiang Ye Shen.
• Sima Shu (司馬樹) (Xie He Xian aka a Chord; based on Taiki Kayashima) Xiu Yi's roommate, and amateur spirit-chaser. He is never seen without a chopstick in his hair. He usually is seen being scolded by his friends to stop talking about his ghosts as well as waving and speaking to imaginary beings.
• Julia (Nissa Marion; based on Julia) – Rui Xi's best friend. She hails from America and speaks with sporadic English.
• Yu Ci Lan (based on Yujiro) The dog that Quan rescued from being taken away by the local animal control. Because the people who attempted to take him away were men, Yu Chi Lan has a particular dislike for male humans, except Quan.
• Shen Le (申樂) (Ethan Ruan; based on Makoto Kagurazaka) – Quan's rival. He has a superficial altercation with Quan, but casts it aside to assist him in times of trouble.
• Lu Jing Xi (盧静希) (JJ Lin; based on Shizuki C. Ashiya) – Rui Xi's older brother. A Harvard graduate who specializes in cardiology.
• Mei Ying Hua (梅穎華) (Guo Chin Chun; based on Io Nanba) Mei Tian's sister; Liang Si Nan's mother.
• Wang Tian Si (王天寺) (Zhang Hao Ming; based on Megumi Tennouji) Leader of the No.1 dormitory.
• Li Cheng Yang (李承央) (Yang Hao Wei; based on Senri Nakao) Called Yang Yang (央央) by classmates. He is a cynical and girlish student. He's also Ying Kai's token "Sweetheart" and has a huge crush on the leader of the No.2 dormitory.
• Chi Jun Li (池君莉) (Vivienne Lee) Xiu Yi's confidant and friend. She was Xiu Yi's girlfriend until Xiu Yi admitted that he loved someone else.
• Ri Ben Qiao (日本喬)^[1] (Fu Tou; based on Wataru Nihonbashi) School photographer who freely harasses and stalks other students.
• Oscar (Andy Gong; based on Masao Himejima) Leader of the No.3 dormitory.
• Yuan Qiu Ye (元秋葉) (Duncan Chow; based on Akiha Hara) A famous photographer, formerly Mei Tian's classmate at Ying Kai.
• Wu Wan Juan (吳琬絹) (Alexia Gao; based on Kinuko Karasuma) Also known as KK. She wrote most, if not all, of the articles on Zuo Yi Quan throughout his days as a high jump champion. She was Mei Tian's junior during their days at university.
• Abby (Joelle Lu; based on Ebi Kotobuki) Yuan Qiu Ye's assistant and ex-wife.
• Ke Yu Xiang (柯語湘) (Chen Xiang Ling; based on Rika) Quan's high school friend. One day, she inadvertently found herself in the middle of a road, prompting Quan to save her. Quan would end up suffering a knee injury from the incident, and would pull out of high jumping for the next two years.
• Jiu Duan (九段) (Kao Chi Hung; based on Itsuki Kujou) Taekwondo master, and one of Wang Tian Si's henchmen.
• Bei Hua Ke (貝華克) (Yuan Ming Zhe) One of Wang Tian Si's henchmen. His loyalty to Wang Tian Si leads him to take drastic measures against Rui Xi.
• Men Zhen (門真) (Zhang Yong Zheng; based on Shoutaro Kadoma) Freshman who lives in the No.1 dormitory.

be:
ni cerita kocak banget. menggigit, dan bikin kita gereget dan seneng jadi cewek!
hoho,
menceritakan tentang cewek bernama Rui Si yang saking naksirnya ama cowok, (versi taiwan), dia ampe ngurusin badan dan menyamar jadi cowok disekolah cowok di taiwan. nah, disini nih, mulai deh sebuah kisah cinta yang lucu, kikuk, namun romantis.
dimana terkadang,
cinta tidak perlu benar-bener menunjukkan genre kita sebagai cewek atau cowok. itu terjadi begitu saja, seperti sebuah perasaan yang begitu manis.

cinta sejati itu seperti hantu,
kalau dibilang ada rasanya tidak mungkin, tapi dibilang tidak ada pun tentunya ada.

manis kan?

selama gw nonton kisah cinta cowok ama cewek,
kisah cinta ini-lah yang untuk pertama kalinya,
bikin gw bener-bener gereget.

tanpa rasa ingin memiliki,
atau menunjukkan ego masing-masing.

so,
must watch it soon!